Burden

Take the burden of all you do not want
all you feel silently
but never burden a man
for he will run away even if he is wrong,
he wants beauty- and you must provide if you want him near,
give sex
give silence
seduce and
Hide the heart and it's wounds.

Not you

I desire
and i destroy
I love all
but i don't wish
right now to be a lover for you.

Undemure

Take the demure away
make her speak ill
take beauty away
take womanliness away
take love away
take silence away
with a brazen rub, an opportunist attack
a filthy gaze
for being the only one still quiet
or beautiful,
And if she objects,
shield yourself from she who you don't need, for she is not lending the body
but asking of your freedom
over her
turn your gaze
stop caring
as you can't for any woman,
any more.

Lead

Lead
the sweet mindlessness of impulse
to desire
lead it to shame
lead it to your house
lead by the day
for a moment of applause
and don't leave
for when you leave leading
the mindless leaves
you,
proud,
you fall.

The disruptor

For you
i'd like to be everything

if you let me be

I'd like to be
a bomb a beauty a cutie oh so sexy a little girly a little pretty a bit womanly brazen
docile glamorous flirty the listener the giver the endless
if you let me be

and for you who touches me when i dress for another
would i rather be
undesirable
and angry
or
walk off
back to my make up,
and see you again,
as i see him?

Masculinism/Activism/Feminism?

It is activist cries and endeavors that make me sorry for being a woman sometimes, or at-least being seen as one, not my womanliness, nor what comes with it.

Being bold enough to be a free woman comes with being mistaken, misused and even ridiculed when it was beautiful and courageous enough to be valued and admired.
Should we be the other, then - blame, distance and be angry just once?

Anger compartmentalizes, it puts the supposed aggravator on a pedestal.
Men have no power over women except that of physical strength, which then, is complemented by (and small before) the maternal, emotional and intellectual power of a woman.
Display or even feel anger and you give a man a power he does not deserve, for he is the week, the needy and the equal at best. And then of-course, Women need, love, lust (and should objectify) men as much if not more.

I feel no need to protect, to abuse, to fight. Which is not to say i'm literally a man or that i think i'm above women, or that i don't have to deal with gender issues.

I do not know if i'm man or woman and see no need to differentiate the two from a whole.
I can be man where i want, woman where i want and a man can be woman if you are a man.

I wonder if Eradicating feminist activism could eradicate a weakness that is often exaggerated, that may not exist at all.
Let there be masculinism.

A man is not a rapist, a human is. And no man is a rapist at large, but a mistake that only one bears the brunt of is still a mistake that deserves to be known.

Rape is not the power to be able to reign over a woman (or man), but the powerlessness of a mind to think of his self-worth lesser to have to acquire what neither gives nor loses anything.

A human is a rapist or a criminal, not because he is a man, not because a woman has been powerless or vulnerable before him, not because he can rape or reigns over a woman, but because he is not worth being loved, because he cannot value his own self enough or what a woman can be.

Kill distinction, fight for nothing, be free, and pull down that wall called feminism? Or fight for right, know right and stick with your rules?

Not sure.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4UWxlVvT1A&list=PLPWZv5--hK0s5GO3HiG0BiFfhClr4YMH0
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Bi-polarity

Knowing is a face
of the wave of conflict
where many faces
merge in unknowing
unresolved
and unspoken.
Only nothing is like everything
only sky like sea
and I am either
or both
or neither
and to claim nothing
you must displace
anything
with the lack of it.

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How big or small is a thing
how right or wrong,
Are you ok with it,
or not,
does not matter.

Things are what they are,
acknowledge your own truth,
without judgments.
The simple truth.

Miss Understood

The exotic in it's all
is psychotic in it's fall
for everything else
is understood by all.

The small big poem

The big go small
the small get big

The fallen rises
bigness bores
and lures

The small make the big fall
as the big rises,
for the big
lures,
the small lust
the big must hide
or the small shall bite.
The small owe,
the big knows
till the big cannot hold
it's bigness in their shores.

I want to be small
so the small can be big
and I the small -

For when un-enticing,
I don't need to fall,

Or bare
alone,
the precarious silence of holding onto
my grand bigness
sometimes -

which you cannot fathom
as a man,

always,

a little small.

silence

Silence, open
and vast
loves.
I have loved
all
on silence,
and continue to love;
but I can un-entice the same
with a flood of words
I leave nothing unspoken now
to have you take yourself to another door,
For, you, who I don't want close.

Woman

I'm a man
and they want me to be a woman
for knowing no emotion
seeing you take me for a woman

I know no words
I bare all
I reveal nothing
I ask for nothing
and I love them all,

And for you now

I'll be all woman

and watch you be man,

so i can have you
ask me to heed my tears, the hurt and my burning love for you,
for all i care,
I wanna be all woman
so you can feel like the man you are tonight with your gorgeous lover
who I love more than you,
as a man.