10.02.13 Amidst

And now?
I see no beauty in me
but that of everyone-
a form full of secrets;
now i am one amidst beauty -
beauty - escalating by chance or boundless from the start, a mere fluke a gorgeous deciet,
of the face alone or dress or just words.
Of the composure, the expression
the work, the smile, the freedom.
The control, the sensuality.
Of the effortless and the acquired.
The colour, the discipline, the taste, the motion, the places, the moans,
the bare chest, the full breast.