Feminine expectations

They watch, we please
exhibit change display reveal
dress compete
seduce,
to not
is to not please
is to be a man
is not feminine enough
to be,
is not me,
to please.
change-display-continue-complete
or lose, for
the next door is brighter now.
To compete or not be admired,
which is worse?
To please or not be desired,
which is worse?
To not be the spectator or not be a woman,
which is worse?